Balance Beam of Crazy

Am I going crazy already? How sad would that be? Already my desk is a mess and I feel stressed out. Does that say poorly of me or of my teachers and school experience? I estimated and if I do everything I should I have about 6 hours of homework that was assigned this weekend. (Also, what am I doing right now? Blogging about it.) Deep breath. Do well. Don't worry,though. "Therefore do not worry about tomorrow, for tomorrow will worry about itself. Each day has enough trouble of its own." Mat. 6:24 The Bible says to take each day one at a time. Who knew chilling out could be difficult? I never want to be lazy or apathetic but finding a good balance is a true skill.

If I could be a balancer
On the high rope of life
And never once misstep,
I would always be safe.
But I'd never learn
The freedom of the fall.


So the song on my mind is kinda creepy. But the non-creepy parts make me so happy/sad I could be sick. I love Imogen Heap, though.


Song on My Mind-Goodnight and Go-Imogen Heap:

Say goodnight and go.

Skipping beats,
Blushing cheeks.
I am... struggling..
Daydreaming,
Bed scenes in... the corner cafe
And then I'm left in bits recovering tectonic... tremblings
You get me every time.

Why'd ya have to be so cute?
It's impossible to ignore you..
Must you make me laugh so much?
It's bad enough we get along so well..
Say goodnight and go.

Follow you home,
You've got your headphones on
And you're dancing
Got lucky;
Beautiful shot:
You're taking everything off
Watch the curtains wide open
And you're following the same routine;
Flicking through the TV, relaxed and reclining
And you think you're alone..

Oh, why'd ya have to be so cute?
It's impossible to ignore you,
Must you make me laugh so much?
It's bad enough we get along so well..
Say goodnight and go.

One of these days,
You'll miss your train,
And come stay with me...
{It's always say goodnight and go}
We'll have drinks,
And talk about things and,
Any excuse to stay awake with you...
You'll sleep here,
I'll sleep there,
But then the heating may be down again,
At my convenience...
We'd be good,
We'd be great together...

Go (sigh)
{Instrumental pause}

Why'd ya have to be so cute?
It's impossible to ignore you,
Must you make me laugh so much?
It's bad enough we get along so well..
Say goodnight and go.

Why's it always always:
goodnight and go?
Oh, Darling not again,
Goodnight and... go...